I guess I’ll start off by introducing myself,
I’m Jay, 21 years old from TX.
I am a pathetic, baby dicked, diaper wearing loser. Being in diapers is the only thing that gets my little dick hard. its gotten to the point where i cant even cum w/o a diaper .
Its a binge/starve relationship for me with diapers. Ill go through moments of complete and overwhelming desire to be the little baby bitch I am, followed by a desire to try and fool a woman into thinking Im a normal guy, and maybe trying to date even. ( something i shouldnt ever try to do again)
Its during my most recent episode of ‘Manliness” that I’ve gotten myself into a little pickle (no pun intended) lol
Over the past few months Ive gotten back in touch with an old high school “girlfriend”. We’ve spent alot of time together and gotten pretty close. But I didnt think It was going anywhere until a few nights ago. She texted me sharing her feelings telling me that she wants to be with me and how she wants to have sex.
This stopped me in my tracks. Have sex? I cant have sex. Not only do i have a small penis, but wearing a diaper is the only way I can get my rocks off. I froze up, not knowing what to tell her, If she found out what a loser I am id be ruined. I had to let her down. I told her that I was attracted to her and cared for her, but that I just couldnt do it that I was in a ‘Rough place” right now.
Needless to say she was confused and upset at the distance I now put between us, but she reluctantly tried to move on. She still calls, wondering why I rejected her and wont say why.
I can tell the whole ordeal really upsets her, and dispite it all still has feelings for me. I want her to be happy and find someone.